The "REAL" SunshuZFM is back

Ariannda Kusanagi · Post by **Ariannda Kusanagi** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 3:16 pm

Sunshu

Embar is correct, however alternativly you could go back to the world WITHOUT EQ and resolve the other problems in your life and try again as a new character, a new game, whathave you. I can not for the life of me figure out why you'd even think about coming back after all the shit that EQ put you, and Shosh and your daughter through. Not even Shosh but the baby, you should back away. You never should have looked back. They say hindsight is 20/20, look back, remember... walk away

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 3:21 pm

The funny thing about Embar is that he rags on me here, but trusts me enough to have set up forums for HIM, too.

Embar Angylwrath · Post by **Embar Angylwrath** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 3:54 pm

Relbeek Einre wrote:The funny thing about Embar is that he rags on me here, but trusts me enough to have set up forums for HIM, too.

This is true.

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 4:29 pm

And you don't even have a vagina!

Well, you kinda ARE one, but still... not the same thing.

Kliban Nimbledigits · Post by **Kliban Nimbledigits** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 4:34 pm

SunshuZFM · Post by **SunshuZFM** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 8:04 pm

No Bahd I have never posted from shosh's computer. In fact the closest I've ever been to her place is about 5 feet outside her front door. Once to drop off the stuff she got out of the divorce and once to pick up and drop off our daughter. And in each instance I made sure to bring a couple of friends with me to insure I had witnesses so there was no possibility of her concocting yet another victim story.

For approximately six months I had to endure an all out blitz character assasination attempt at work. I was Shosh's excuse for everything and anything. I was harassing her,threatening her and anything else she could think of. Management takes these things with brutal seriousness where I work. I was surveiled, watched, poked, prodded and questioned. My livelyhood for over 10 years was being threatened and there really wasn't anything I could do about it except ride it out. When the smoke finally cleared it wasn't me who got the boot. From what I understand, she was let go for excessive absences however, I don't know of too many companies who fire women who are experiencing difficult pregnancies as there are entirely to many lawyers out there ready to rally around that banner. Anyways I suppose any other explaination is purely speculation.

I suppose that is why coming across that thread got my blood boiling as once again I was being trotted out as a tool to be used for Shosh's own ends without my knowledge or consent. I don't think I had an unreasonable cause for being upset. Regardless of whether or not I still play or not isn't the issue. I imagine the majority of you would be upset if someone "borrowed" your identity in here and used it further their own cause.

Ariannda I was a bit puzzled by your post. I could go back to the world without EQ? I've never left it and I have no intentions of doing so. EQ was for the most part very enjoyable and a fairly cost effective form of entertainment. The driving force behind the countless hours in game left the house about a year and a half ago. I still have plenty of other things in life to do but it would be nice to be able to stay home and yet still be able to interact with other people. And save a little cash to boot.
Resolve the other problems in my life? Not sure what problems your referring to. But my problem at work has been resolved. My problem with my marriage was resolved as soon as I was able to pony up the money to pay for the divorce and the judge said "Divorce granted" and banged his gavel. Since that time I've been more relaxed and stress free than I have in years.

As far as the shit EQ put me through, EQ didn't "put" me through anything. We put ourselves through that shit. And the baby reference is totally lost on me, not to be callous but why would I care what effect EQ had on another mans baby. I was long gone before they even concieved that child both in EQ and in Shosh's life any harm brought about by playing EQ to the baby is purely Shosh's and her new man's fault. Not mine or EQ"s And as far as giving up on EQ because of a bad personal experience that would be like me swearing off women for the rest of my life because I got screwed over by one. And I have absulutely NO intention of doing that.

Anyways glad there was a bunch of posts acknowledging that they knew it wasn't the real Sunshu posting. Thank you and safe journeys.

Sunshu

Ariannda Kusanagi · Post by **Ariannda Kusanagi** » Fri Feb 04, 2005 8:20 pm

By Baby i ment your daughter, not her new baby. Excuse me but as a mother of 3 i still call them my babies, even though one's 8.

EQ is a crutch and a good excuse NOT to go out and meet people. Countless people even on this board, although they may not all admit it, have used EQ as an escape. While that's great it becomes unhealthy. Some people live perfectly normal and decent lives while playing EQ< full time high end raiding, and others ignore everything else.

You've lived for a year and a half without EQ. You obviously don't need it, so find something more worthwhile to occupy your time. Maybe a hobby, woodworking or something heh. Something where you can say "see i did this" instead of "OMG i'm ubah suck my e-penis".

SunshuZFM · Post by **SunshuZFM** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 12:15 am

Now that I've Had a chance to peruse the board more comepletely and considerably less fatigued. I can honestly say Beek deserves whatever shit he got from the whole Shosh fiasco. I apoligized for the "password" issue and I will freely admit tha there was a "plausable" explaintion to it due to her living with me despite the fact that as soon as she posted under my name in the guild board I tried appparently unsuccessfully to keep any further passwords from her. Not to mention the fact that knowing her as I do, to be able to resist posting under my name as long as she did is well, inconceivable. My guess is that she didn't know I was ofline for as long as I was and after seeing I had made no posts took a calculated gamble. But speculation gets you no where here. I guess my question here is have you learned your lesson Beek, sexy pictures and flirtatation will get you nowhere except looking like a dumbass. Trust me I know I did it for ten years.

Sunshu

SunshuZFM · Post by **SunshuZFM** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 12:25 am

on a side note since it has been relatively established that I did not make the posts in question relative to Shosh's thread does this mean that her and keleinface will be banned since they stole and posted on my account?

Sunshu

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 3:31 am

Jesus, Sunshuu. You DESERVE Shosh.

How that much stupid could have been under one roof without it burning to the ground is an anomaly of science.

Embar Angylwrath · Post by **Embar Angylwrath** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 10:44 am

Ummm Beek...

You DO remember rushing to her defense, playing white knight, banning people based on her word, and then finding out you got torched by Shosh? All the while with people telling you that you were getting hosed?

You don't have much room to speak here. You let about 3 square inches of female real estate cloud your judgement. You've never blindly supported any male on these boards....

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 10:49 am

Actually, I have, Embar. I just didn't get burned for it so spectacularly.

And I only banned one person - and it really was not based on her word.

Like I said, trusted the wrong person - guilty of that. Not interested in rehashingit. But Sunshuu's just being a cock and plastering his personal life all over these boards as if anyone gives a shit and then chastising me. It's that same special kind of stupid Shosh had.

SunshuZFM · Post by **SunshuZFM** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 2:17 pm

I'm being a cock? Hmm guess your right, I am. However back in the beginning you had absolutely no problem being a giant asshole to me.

Not interested in my personal life? HA! you were all about my personal life when someone with tits and a twat was spoon feeding her version of it to you. You sure as hell gave a shit about it then and had absolutely no qualms about throwing it in my face as undeniable facts.

As far as Shosh and I sharing the same kind of special stupid, I'm not following. Exactly how are we stupid? Shosh owned you and I merely came along and saw the aftermath. If the both of us are so stupid where exactly does that place you on the intelligence scale?

On a final note you never answered the question of whether or not people will be banned for posting on someone else's account without their knowledge or consent.

Sunshu

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 3:13 pm

That's up to the mods, not me. Ask them. I suggest PMing them. Of course it's your word against hers, and you both have such a great record of honesty.

Look man. You're a wifebeater, she's a nutcase. Frankly, you still have the worse of it. You're no saint. I'm not even going into how you tried to justify being a wifebeater here. You're scum. Period. That she is too doesn't exonerate you.

Embar Angylwrath · Post by **Embar Angylwrath** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 4:13 pm

Whoa Beek.

Are you calling Sunshu a wifebeater based on information Shosh gave you? The same Shosh that lied to you, tried to deceive everyone here and is, inn your own words, a "nutcase"?

Not really a credible source for aspersions towards others, wouldn't you say?

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 4:16 pm

No, I'm calling Sunshu a wifebeater based on how he tried to justify it.

Bahd Zoolander · Post by **Bahd Zoolander** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 5:24 pm

Relbeek Einre wrote:No, I'm calling Sunshu a wifebeater based on how he tried to justify it.

Hey, if the bitch don't listen...

Post by **Relbeek Einre** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 5:25 pm

Pretty much, Bahd... a few more she hurt mes and such thrown in.

SunshuZFM · Post by **SunshuZFM** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 6:26 pm

Hmm, you both have such great records of honesty. Umm exactly where is it that I have lied. As I recall I was never given the chance to give my side of the story. Everyone was too anxious to crucify me based on what Shosh had to say. The way I see it, your doing nothing more than trying to be clever to salvage your own reputation. You got suckered and you don't like it. And you don't like it that I found out about it. Your more like Shosh than you care to admit lol!!!

Sunshu

Muzukh_the_Depraved · Post by **Muzukh_the_Depraved** » Sun Feb 06, 2005 6:37 pm